it’s been a while
Wow I haven’t been on here in time. I even thought I deleted it out of boredom but I’m pretty glad I didn’t because I’m a little bit all over the place tonight and I just need to get everything down somewhere where hardly anyone I know in real life can see it.
Fuck. Why am I so emotional all the bloody time? I seriously must have problems, I swear this isn’t normal. These past few months, there’ve been more times when I’ve wanted to cry my eyes out than not. And the irony? Someone from sixth form goes to me the other day ‘oh your tweets are too happy, I look at them and they make me annoyed, why are you so happy’. Erm fuck off, it’s my twitter, I’ll tweet whatever I llike, don’t like it? Bitch can unfollow me.
And that’s another thing, I get so easily wound up by the silliest things lately. And when my mum’s all condescending like ‘don’t take your personal stress out on other people’, SHUT UP. I can’t help how I feel, I can’t help that certain things anger me.
(feel free to stop reading at any point, I’m aware I sound like a crazed maniac girl, it’s cool)
Well I’m almost out, exam tomorrow which I won’t get an A in and I won’t get into medschool and I won’t be successful. (yeah I can tell what you’re thinking, so you don’t get one A? it doesn’t matter, right? Well guess what- IT MATTERS.)
Over and out.
(sorry for the rant! butterflies sunshine kittens shopping smiley faces!!!!!!)
I hardly ever give up but..
I gave up with the 30 day challenge.
Soz.
I like you because…
-you tell me my hair looks good when it’s a mess
-you think I’m funny or at least, pretend to laugh at my jokes
-you’re different to the other boys
-you’re caring
-you remember most of our conversations, even the tiny little things
-you understand what’s going on with me even when I don’t tell you what’s going on
-you make me laugh when I’m on the verge of tears
-you improve my day just by being in it
-you make me feel like I don’t need to change anything about myself
DON’T CHANGE
30 Day Challenge - Day 2
Day 2: 10 likes and dislikes
Likes
being with my family + friends, music, drama, glee, gilmore girls, languages, laughing until I cry, pretty dresses, summer holidays, sunshine
: )
Dislikes
child abuse, cancer and any other serious illness, people who think they’re above everyone else because they drink a lot *get a life*, exams, rainy mornings, shoes that hurt your feet, arguments, people you can’t trust, throwing up, being upset
30 Day Challenge - Day 1
Day 1: Write some basic things about yourself.
- I would never ever, not even on a parallel universe, be able to live without music. Singing, piano, violin, listening to music - helps make life worth living.
- I’m massively competitive. I turn into a bit of a bitch when I’m in a competition/playing a game but I’m generally quite a friendly person.
- I’m double jointed. Some of my friends describe it as ‘ET-fingers’. Thanks guys.
- I don’t like how I look. Yeah, I know I’m lucky to be healthy etc etc. but, at the end of the day, everyone has stuff about their appearance they don’t like. Some days it’s my nose (it’s massive, honest), sometimes it’s my skin (which was, until recently, quite good).
- I can’t stand child abuse. I hate it so much, it’s one of the things that makes me cry.
- It’s not hard to make me cry. Most sad films will have me sobbing my heart out halfway through. But I don’t like crying in public, so I try not to.
- When I’m happy, I talk quite a lot and I laugh quite a lot.
I will probably get bored of it and give up but we’ll see…
just a thought
you know someone is special when they accept you for who you are and love you for your flaws.
